In a day when I am afraid, I will put my trust in You. Psalm 56:4[3], TLV

Even in Our Fear?        That oh so important context truly deepens today’s verse. David shares how he felt when captured by the Philistines — his old enemies. Even in his fear, David goes back to what he knows. Worship.

I just realized something. The difference between rolling around in our fear and going nowhere and turning our fear into worship, is taking those fears to our Heavenly Father.

Our Father isn’t intimidated by our emotions — He gave them to us. He just wants us to bring them to Him and not try to hide them. Joy. Fear. Anger. Doubt. Pain.

You have recorded my wanderings.
You put my tears in Your bottle.
Are they not in Your book? (vs. 9[8])

Abba knows we are dust (Psalm 103:14), He knows everything that causes us pain. I think sometimes, we try to hide our pain because we think God will be disappointed in us. We aren’t strong enough. Or didn’t have enough faith? No. No. No.

David lays it all out there. Expresses the pain and doubt and anger. Then, what does he do? He goes back to what he knows. His vows (vs. 13[12]), his experiences of God’s deliverance in the past (vs. 14[13]), so that he can say — in his pain and fear — these words:

In God—I keep praising His word—in God I trust, I will not fear. What can mere flesh do to me? (56:5[4], TLV)

He repeats this statement of faith later (56:10-12[9-11]), with more enthusiasm.

I wonder. What would that look like for us? Because most of us aren’t being chased by “Philistines” or captured, or some of us are. Can we take that fear and uncertainty and turn it into worship?

Write a Michtam

What is a Michtam? It is Hebrew for a special type of psalm. David called this chapter a michtam. The word is only used 6 times by David and generally recounts his most scary of experiences, where his life was in immediate peril and where only a miraculous intervention by God could save him.

“I am afraid and feel abandoned by those around me, Abba! They taunt me and it makes me angry, but there’s nothing I can do! But there is! God, I praise You! I trust You! So, I don’t have to fear. Flesh can torment me, but my spirit is Yours for eternity.” a Michtam of Terri, when she was afraid of the pain in her body and the attacks of others.

Think More About It

Can you write a psalm or michtam of your own today? I would be honored if you shared it.

Let’s not be captured by the scary time or those feelings of worry and anxiety but take it to our Heavenly Father and turn it to worship. Or, let’s try. And keep trying until our michtam ascends to the heavenlies.

Praying for Israel—Prayer Prompt

For the music director: “Do Not Destroy,” a Michtam of David, when Saul sent men to watch the house to kill him.
Deliver me from my enemies, my God!
Set me on high,
away from those who rise up against me.
Deliver me from workers of iniquity.
Rescue me from bloodthirsty men. Psalm 59:1-3 [1-2], TLV

Those in the Messianic community are still reeling with the murder of a young couple, Yaron Lischinsky and Sarah Lynn Milgrim—may their names be remembered. So, we pray, “Deliver Your people from the enemies of humanity.” God bless you.